Happy new year!!!

when People say its just another day,
All I mumble is oh poor fellows if only,
For one this beautiful day gives birth to hope,
Hope is bright shining light which keeps darkness at bay,
Hope is gentle cold breeze on a hot summer day,
Another year, another chance
To start our lives anew;
This time we’ll leap old barriers,
To solve the labyrinth - mystifying life,
Each year we resolve with the strongest intent
To be better this year than the last,
But the beauty is our success or failure,
Cant deny us a chance we deserve,
Take time to fall in love all over again,
On the unknown bliss the life has in store,
If it didn't bring us joy just leave it behind,
Let's ring in the new year with good things in mind,
For only one thing resonates far,
That this is a new year,
And its going to be a very happy new year!!!!!!

Enjoy the new year flocks. Wish you all a very happy new year!

The ARSENAL

When arsenal play, its always bliss,
No one can keep up with this,
There is no better sight in footy,
Than to get the bounty,
By rolling the ball into the net which is empty,
They have lost in the past,
But never lost the heart,
Seen today again,
Like a phoenix rising from the ashes,
Finally beating their nemesis,
The wounds of long gone defeats partially gone,
The sound of the resurgence,
The courage to fight the might,
And still believe the value of football,
Coached by the Le Proffeseur,
For the speed there is Walcott,
We also have the magic eerie in Nasri,
The Magma in Sagna,
The cunning Jack-al,
The Brut in song,
And an enigmatic Back 5,and a lazy Russian!!
A No 10 Who is a worthy successor of DB10,
And finally the Fantabulous Faby!!!
We'r the Arsenal!! We are the arsenal!!!

Change

Days are flying around,
Smitten by change and roasted by everything new,
The desire to get back to the tried and tested,
Overshadows what I want to do,
What do I do my god what do I do!
The desire that burnt in me requires a re-ignition,
I know its my day to live,
Oh life is changing so fast,
But why do I want the warmth of the past,
The stoic stable person in me is becoming volatile,
More I see the mirror more I feel the scars of change,
My heart skips the beat,
Gazing into the nothingness for hours together,
Fear clouding my heart, Fear of failure,
Failure to make tomorrow as cherubic as yesterday,
My brain says its wrong, but my heart has turned deaf,
Alas when I think everything is lost,
The capers of the past is so blur,
But behold its a rebirth and not a new birth,
All is not lost as ambers of the past is always young in a happy heart,
The past is the inspiration to make the present merrier,
Fear when frustrated is the ultimate victory,
To fear is human and to make fear, fear is godly,
Clouded by fear, we make tomorrows’ past gloomy,
Losing the war is losing the smile,
Drowned in happiness, we live our day to the fullest
After all it was a change that made the past beautiful.

Oh truthful friend !!!!

The days we played, the moments we cried,
Together we spent all but our breath,
And still you see me with a sore,
The facts you said and never said,
A bit of truth utterly missed,
A mighty heart that is messed,
I am so quiet not because I am polite,
I want to ask you why, but I'm too proud,
I wish that I wasn't so stuck-up,
And would come back to reality,
Days go by and still we talk,
But we just talk,
Remember that we once were friends,
you always told me that I had a voice,
Voice is muted and I cant say I know,
I am no rock still I am no fragile,
I wait in longing the day you would say,
I want that to be today,
Life goes by, not waiting and not wanting,
Oh lord give me the courage to wait,
All I need with you is a mile of solitary walk,
And ask you why?????

Eternal lust

Beating the snow laying low,
without a pause hearing ma panting heart,
being the beholder of the beauty,
The beauty we can see and feel and never explain,
laying bare with a glow startling the diamonds,
ready to be devoured by this beast,
fuelling the lust in my tender heart,
The perfect curves that a damsel can dream of,
A wonder for my eyes, all for myself,
A kiss that aroused my lips and drove me nuts,
True beauty hidden inside,
A motley of emotions with a silky texture,
Many had dreams about her,
Many have dreams about her,
For I am the most sated as she is only for me,
Only for me only for me,
Oh Masala Dosa I love you!!!

Inspiration

After a gloomy post last time around I have decided to put some fundes on the positives of life. As some one said long back, "necessity is the mother of all inventions", we can rephrase that "inspiration is the mother of our well being". Homo sapiens are inherently good and lazy. Most need something to fire their asses. To be young at heart is nothing but have an undeterred enthusiasm to chase one's dream. As a future engineer its in my nature to see if anything can be implemented practically. Taking a general case of following the traffic rules - People mostly follow traffic rules so that they need:
1) Not pay fine.
2) Not cause havoc on the road.
3) Not be a nuisance to the commuters(I hope a few people can come under this bracket)
4) Last but not least, not die a painful death or worse suffer a excruciating handicap.

So for most of the people one of the 4 above listed "reasons" actually inspire them to follow the traffic rules. There many a times when this inspiration abandons a person making his life redundant. Mind people spend hours and hours with a therapist just to get this inspiration back. So it is my belief that if something really inspires you, makes your heart skip its beat, the sky is the limit for us.

Every one of wants to different. Being the center of attraction actually inspires us to make sure that, people notice that we different. This is a very simple yet convenient way of looking things around us. When you feel that some one is a show off and actually irritates it means we are actually inspired by him/her and in a way jealous that we are not in his/her shoes.

So the gist of the things that I want to say is that we all are capable of finding inspiration from miniscual of things and use it as a stepping stone for mental satisfaction (success!!).

The Truth it is

One 8th into my graduate course, I am hit by a plethora of emotions. The actual fact that I got through without flunking any examination(scary 5 of them mind you!) is a surprise. By god's grace I just about climbed a slippery pole. Looking back at these 3 months in this alien country, I am sort of feeling hollow about myself. I have prided myself being a easy going, intelligent person all along having a pellucid heart. And man how wrong I have been. Last couple of years I have developed a complacent attitude, which if not rectified can have disastrous consequences.

What is the big change. Listing out my random thoughts, one may that the word 'I' has been used atleast once in every sentence. All my thoughts are just focussed and restricted to me. Retrospection has been replaced by a despicable self doubt. 4 years ago college life made me meet a huge number of new people. A campus full of people looked like a world to be conquered. My mind was open and I accepted everyone as they were. But now 3 months on, its like in the middle of a languorous stroll in a dense forest. Comparison, too much retrospection of everything that happening around me, fear of failure, taking studies as a burden rather than enjoying it and last but not least thinking that i am superior to those around me. Hopefully I have woken up in the right time and can streamline my thoughts in the right direction.

This unnecessary self imposed exile from blogging is a good example that I have muddled my focus somewhere in-between. Clarity of mind is a gift very few have. Learning from our own mistakes, is a very important part of the education. Losing our individuality we will never succeed. My god this is turning out to be rehash of the philosophical hush-hush that can easily put us to sleep.

Still there are too many 'I's. What to do this is a post about me, for me and by me. So why am I writing this? Just to understand and accept that I have made a mistake. To see if I have the balls to learn from and rectify my mistakes and be the person that I think I am.