The mirror

Be glad there's a place in the world, 

That resonates the name in the cold, 

The overwhelmed reverence of the arrival,

Just reading the name from the list for survival,

Waiting for a sound to sate the monster,

Its just a placebo and a gesture,

For i want a space which i have never felt,

A possibility suffices to make  my heart melt,

or that maybe you swept my feet off the ground,

or may be i am clouded with the fear of not being around,

the warmth of thoughts about you,

lingering long after you are gone,

I wish i had known you better when we met,

I wish you learnt better about me when we met,

but ill get it off my mind, ill try the best i can,

ill remind myself you arent mine,

Even if it aint, I Want to last it a bit longer,

opening my eyes, it wont be hard,

opening my mind, not sure, but i will still be on guard!!!